When I met Ryan everything I ever thought I knew went straight out the window. I met him at the worst but also at the best time. I had just got out of a two year long journey with myself, finding out who I was and who I wanted to be, and gaining control over my anxiety (that's its own story for a different day tho.. ha!) When we met I was on a straight rode, with each of my next moves planned out accordingly to the timeline I had set for myself. Ryan changed everything tho. Meeting him hit me like a ton of bricks. It was like a whirlwind of events, with everything happening so fast. He threw about 20 curveballs at me. The hardest being, moving to Texas. I had always known I wanted to leave Arizona, but I wanted to do it for myself. Not with or for anybody else. During my process of deciding to move or not something just clicked. I could go through my life "as planned" making lists and living without surprises or I could just take the risk. There will never be a "right" or "wrong" choice to any decision we make in life, but rather an experience that will help us grow one way or another. The only thing we can do is simply just let go and trust the process.
How about you? Is it hard for you make decisions? Or are you a free spirit just blowing in the wind?
Let me know!
Happy Hump Day!!